Not a first time mum....

I have 3 living children (youngest will be 6 in July)

Had my precious angel in July 2014...

Anxiety is through the roof at the moment...

I am 20weeks pregnant today...

I gave birth to my girl sleeping at 19+6.

OH is amazing where my mental health is concerned. But he seems super disengaged with rainbow.

Bad enough I still feel relatively empty myself.

-_-

Blurghh.

Overjoyed I’m pregnant. Don’t get me wrong.

Love our little peanut no less than my three monkeys and angel.