Calmly freaking out?!

Heather Marie • HG survivor! My heart & soul William was born 4/26/16 6lbs 9oz. 19.5" long. Baby #2 on the way! 👶🏼💙
Okay, so you were TTC for quite some time and now you find out your pregnant....then you realize your going to be a mommy. But, you realize too.....You don't know the first thing about babies. Ahhhhh!!! I haven't been around kids in quite sometime. Also, other people's kids irritate me. Is anyone else feeling this way? Anyone with their 2nd child-how did you feel when you were first pregnant? Is this a normal feeling? Was it "as bad" as people were telling you it was?