Wtf Why???

Why the fuck does everyone feel the need to make me feel like a horrible, selfish person for choosing to stop strictly breastfeeding?! Even my husband is like “I don’t understand why or how it’s so difficult. Just slap him on the boob when he’s hungry! It’s that easy!” For one y son is a lazy eater even when my milk fully came in he would never eat enough. It also give me peace of mind when I can see how much he’s getting by bottle feeding. I did it for me and him. He now gets enough food and I am not the only one who can feed him so a lot of weight is lifted off my shoulders. I’m starting to switch to formula more because my milk supply has been dropping and I’m home alone most of the week and he’s been staying awake longer during the day and sometimes gets fussy, so it’s hard to find time to spend time with him, eat, sleep and pump. Yet again people are making feel like shot for it and pretty much calling me selfish...seriously fuck off I’m trying my hardest here