Csection

I had to have an emergency csection with my daughter. I had a horrible reaction to all the meds, and being physically limited help in me losing my mind.  I've wanted to do an all natural birth but I'm thinking now to just plan a csection.  That why I don't lose my mind if/ when it happens.  I guess my fear is to go into labor and then have to have another csection.   I feel that if I plan it maybe I will deal with it all better because I planned!   Anyways I wanted to hear what u mom think of a planned csection and any advice       I learned after leaving the hospital to apply pressure EVERYTIME I laugh or sneeze. It was rough.   I also battled with ppd some of it was circumstantial,... So. I think if I can go in with control then I might be better off,...   Looking for advice of planned Csections.  Anyone else who had a bad experience