Something about death and God

You ever notice how people say God controls your actions but yet they punish people for killing others? Have you ever sat back and realized well maybe that was Gods way of calling them home? Why punish the people when God controls it all.. just like me wanting to go sky diving. What if that parachute doesn’t open then what? All you can do is say “if it’s my time to go then it’s my time to go”.

I put way to much thought into this but is anybody with me on this or am I about to be hated for saying such thing