One Birthday Wish....

All I wanted for my birthday were those two lines to show up... All hope is gone because my period has started this morning... TTC is hard and stressful especially when everyone around you keeps asking that same question. When are you going to start having kids? Too embarrassed to say we’ve been trying for years, so all I say is when God says it’s my turn. Little do they know, I want to be a mother so bad to love and hold a child of my own that I do not have to return. I just want it to be my turn already. I am just ready to give up.