Why meeee?!??!!

So awhile ago my friend (girl) said she liked me (I’m a girl too) and we came to an agreement not to be in a relationship (I’m bi) a few weeks later my other friend (girl) says she likes me and OMFG 😭 so I watched a movie with her and she kissed me on the cheek, but the problem is I don’t like her like that. She also does this thing where she’ll hold my hand (not weird) but it goes on for 20+ minutes and I’m feeling uncomfortable with her. Now I only have one friend I can talk to about this. When I asked for someone to like me I didn’t mean my friends. I know I sound like I’m overreacting but this has been going on for so long and I keep losing my friends. I feel like I’m going insane. They were the people I could talk to without feeling uncomfortable but now I am basically all alone all over again. Thank goodness I still have one person left 😫. Now I really want to know if this or anything like this has happened to you before because I’m actually freaking out.