Feeling blah.. a lil long

So my so is a truck driver now.. I’ve been feeling a little down the last few days due to pms. We have been together 51/2 yrs and been married for 8 months. Got pregnant last yr and miscarried at 6 weeks 4 days. Things have not been easy on me. He’s been supportive and I am truly grateful to him. We haven’t seen each other since the middle of February. I feel lonely and as much as I’d like to try to conceive again.. it’s just not happening with him gone. I love my husband but I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I can’t have a bio child for him because of pcos and my diabetes. What a waste of space.. that’s how I’ve been feeling at least .. then he was FaceTiming me earlier and said he wanted to send a message to me that he read earlier today.. I had to share this because it made me feel so loved and wanted .. I cried so much after he needed to let me go..

And this is him and I