Im married to a man but want sex with a woman

My husband is aware i am attracted to women and has even taken me to strip clubs (if i pay) but i really love the idea of being with a woman. I think about it daily. I love my husband and our sex. He wants to only be with me ever. He was a virgin when i met him. Ive been watchin porn in secret but im sure he knows what im doing.

I dont know what to do anymore. I pray about it but dont want it the way i pray for it.