Have you cried after every breakup?

I am not an emotional person, I avoid crying at all costs. Usually all my sadness build up till one day I just spend 2hrs crying and then I'm good again for a few months lol.

Well I noticed I cry everytime I end things with a guy. Only had one serious relationship and that was the worst of course. The others are just guys I had been "talking to" for a couple months and they end up leaving or.moving on before we ever had a label...and I cry!!! Like a little baby?! Like wtf is this normal? I feel embarrassed about it like these dudes sure ain't stressing over me so why do I feel so sad when they go.