To my infant loss mamas..

I lost my babyboy at 6 days old. I looked at the calendar the other day & realized in less than 2 months, it’s my angel’s 1st birthday. The wound opened up like it never even tried to heal. I am broken. I cry everyday, throughout the day just thinking about how that day will feel. How strong I will be. I am currently pregnant with his baby sister & it’s just so hard to stay strong and healthy for her while grieving my first love. What’d you mamas do for your infant lost angels on their birthdays.. please, I need a hand & heart right about now from someone who understands..♥️🙏🏼