I have this male friend I had a crush on and started sleeping with and later on caught feelings we had a fallen out and got back cool etc and things been alil different since we got into it I typed out a letter of how I feel or felt and been wanting to read it but... 😔I honestly feel like it maybe pointless but on the inside it’s eating me alive not speaking on it but I just don’t have the balls to speak on how I feel he asked me to read it and asked why I won’t read it and how do ik if it’s pointless but ughh mannn any suggestions wen I’m sober I’m all nervous and scared and can’t stop smiling but wen I’m intoxicated I’m kool and calm