Freaking out

So tomorrow my daughter has her one year check up at her doctors. And I have my newborn that’s a week old, and she’s still super tiny she was only 5lbs when she was born. And I have to take both to the doctors tomorrow. And I’m freaking out because I don’t have anyone that can go and my boyfriend just started his new job and is in training. And I’m not very comfortable leaving my newborn with anyone. And I don’t have a double stroller yet and my one year old doesn’t walk yet. And I’m freaking out. Lol 😭😭 sorry for the rant lol