I just want to take a second to vent anonymously because I am super f***** stupid and have no one to talk about this

First of all, I made this anonymous because I’m so embarrassed...and I really can’t talk to anyone because it’s a legal issue...I was getting some outrageous CPS reports called on me (all unfounded) and I knew right away it was an ex friend of mine...I also got 2 witnesses come to me saying that she ADMITTED to doing it...I got their statements...now I understand it’s CPS job to investigate reports ....that’s not the issue, my issue is that I wanted the harassment to stop...so I contacted a lawyer and he told me to write out a letter to them stating “I want the harassment to stop if not I will be taking legal action” in so many words and I asked him if he would do it for me because he knows what to say and it would be more professional...he told me no that I should do it and so my stupid ass wrote a letter but made it seem like it was him writing it because I felt like they would take him more seriously than me and I put his address on there...DONT ASK ME WHY I DID THAT...well she went to his office and he read it, he was furious that I made it seem like it was him who wrote it so now he dropped my case...so not only did this not help me at all but now I look stupid as hell, she’s probably laughing hysterically as we speak...ugh I can’t even stand being in my own skin today...not only that but now I could get in a heap of trouble. I already know I’m an idiot I am just glad I have a bunch of people to agree so I can get it off my chest...or any advice on what to do? Lmao 😭🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I guess I wasn’t thinking and in the moment...if I didn’t put his address no one would have never found out...I just wanted to harassment to stop. Just pure stupidity

Edit: I wanted to follow up with some responses...thankfully the lawyer isn’t going to do anything about it he just said that he won’t represent me anymore...secondly she’s was making reports on me (according to the witness) because she thought I was calling on her...it is a tit-for-tat thing and I’m just tired of it...she hasn’t been in my life or my kids lives for a year and half she just thinks I’m calling on her.