Help me!

So I’m going to be a FTM yay me! Butttt... I feel weird about becoming a mom.. I worry I won’t connect with my baby and I’m hella scared to give birth i love my baby girl but I’m worried. When I think about giving birth or going into labor I get nauseous, and light headed. I feel weird being pregnant around MY family.. my boyfriends family is super supportive and are excited. Mine i feel like I let them down getting pregnant at a young age.. I’m not a teen anymore I’m an adult but still a young mom. And idk what to do..

Also I might have to be induced, so Monday they want me to come in to talk about it.. what can I expect with that? And how can I calm my nerves? And be at the best state of mind!! I like knowing I might get induced bc I’m like okay I go In this date this time and not have to wait and guess when the heck to go in.. but at the same time I’m more freaked out. Ugh