Polyamory and relationships.

10 year relationship (on and off) and one child together. I find myself falling for other people. But. I love my SO so much. I don’t want to leave him and It’s not that I don’t love him. BUT I’m pansexual and I find myself falling for women mostly.

My boyfriend however. Doesn’t agree with polyamory. Nor do my parents. I tried to talk to him about it. And he FLIPPED OUT. So now I am stuck feeling like I can’t be myself.

Life sucks right about now.