I absolutely despise my body since having 3 kids in 2 years. My first was 10 months old when I got pregnant with twins. I was just staring to shed some weight when I got pregnant. I only gained 24pounds with the twins, but the literal shape of my body is completely different. My abs are so split apart and my midsection is frankly, disgusting. I don't want my husband to touch me because I feel so gross and fat. I'm almost 5 months PP and nothing is changing. I am watching what I eat and still doing light workouts while I'm trying to bring my abs back together. I know I should be patient with myself, but it's really weighing me down and honestly, I feel depressed about it. I feel so uncomfortable and unattractive.