I did something SO AWFUL😭🙊

Okay so... me and my boyfriend broke up about two months ago, and since then, this guy kept texting me asking if we could meet and go for a drive somewhere. I kept saying no but the more he asked, the more I wanted to.

So i decided to meet up with him. We went to get ice cream.. and then later that day we kissed.. too much.

After that, we met up almost every day for a week.. and we started to get intimate, but we both agreed on not catching feelings - so we said we’d be friends with benefits.

About a week later, we kept meeting up.. and i lost my virginity to him.

But... this guy isnt just some random person that i started talking to. ITS MY BEST FRIENDS EX.

I know i did something SOOOO wrong but I dont know what to do! I feel guilty because of what i did, but i cant tell her!!!!!

HELP😫