Contemplating Divorce

As the title says, I’m contemplating divorce. I’m not mad and nor do I want an angry, bitter divorce, I just don’t really feel like wasting anymore of my time. The past year I have stayed because of our daughter, and because I thought I had married a good father figure for my oldest 2 children, whose father is never around.

He used to be different than he is now, in great ways. He’s shocked me a lot lately. To make it short he has basically disappointed me time and time again and has put forth no effort to change anything or help out. We are close, so he can sense when I’m bothered but at this point there’s no point in talking because I’ve told him what’s wrong. Hundreds of times and I waste my breath. If he does communicate, he tells me exactly what I want to hear but no actions. I’m just so tired of wasting my time! It’s always excuses.