Angry

I need to vent. Today I’m angry. Just plain angry. I work where I see people ALL day. Most days I’m alright and I enjoy seeing little ones and just pray we’ll get our positive soon. Then there’s days like today. Where I see people who clearly don’t need to have as many or any kids for that matter. I mean dirty babies, babies not dressed weather appropriately, diapers so full they’re drenching the poor babies clothes. Being yelled at for simply being a child. I just can’t stand it. There’s no need to be that mean and hateful. Some of these kids honestly look neglected and here I am dying inside mentally from depression of not being able to conceive. I just need a mental vacation to reset my batteries. I know no parent is perfect but I see these people weekly and it’s always the same thing. I’m not perfect but I would give anything to have a baby and treat them the way they need to thrive in life. Sorry it the rant I just needed to get it out.