Hey ladies,

I need to get something off of my chest.

I had my son 18 months ago, I gained over 50 pounds while pregnant and I’m still carrying about 45 of it.

Well the last two months I’ve been working really hard to lose weight. I’ve lost 12 pounds total. However, I have a giant secret. I’m posting here because I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do. I’m what you would call a selective bulimic I suppose.

I don’t purge everyday, but every time I eat something off of my diet, I feel so much overwhelming guilt that I throw up. This includes date nights, lunch with friends, any sweets that aren’t diet. It’s becoming a problem and I don’t know what to do. I can’t tell my husband, he would never understand.

I need advice so badly.