Does anyone else ever think of all the reasons not to have a baby? Whether it be not having a better job, or to many bills, or health issues.... and then you think " i dont care about all of that". You just want a piece of you and your significant other. A little human that loves you unconditionally and you love them back and you just want to cry at the thought of the joy of having a baby. So thats where Im at right now. Even though there are hardships and people telling me its not a good idea right now. Its like everywhere i turn theres something reminding me that i want this. That its fundamentally right in a way.