friends

so i left my school for three months to work on my mental health after being diagnosed with bad depression and anxiety. i started to grow apart from my two closest friends. i tried to reach out to work things out and talk to them and they brushed me aside. i’m going on like month two of them ignoring me. today they literally saw me in the hallway and stopped and went the other way. i’ve cried in school because of them. i’m a junior and they are fucking with my life. i was going to move schools for a bunch of reasons bc i’ve been here for 12 years!! and it’s all girls and it sucks. but i decided on staying bc it’s better for college if i do. anyways i want to know how i can make it through next year without having friends here