Failing to conceive

Wow this month makes 14 months! It’s pretty crazy how much of a game this is to me. So I know when it happens I will definitely be in shock. I was suppose to start my period on the 8 but sometimes I am a couple days late so I won’t worry about it until the 13-14th. Everyone cross their fingers for me at first I was very impatient but that’s all I can be now is patient lol. It’s exhausting but it will happen when it happens. Never lose hope guys I know it is hard and sucky