Two D&C's later, starting again

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Back on here after 4 months. I had a missed miscarriage at 9 weeks and 6 days. After two D&C's (the first one failed), an ER visit and medical management pills - I finally got my regular period.

We are going to start ttc again. But I'm a bit nervous. I feel like crying after we have sex and am scared to have another miscarriage. How do you move on after feeling such loss?