I feel so guilty...

I’m in the middle of a miscarriage. A blighted ovum, completely unexpected at almost 10 weeks.

I’m sad, of course but I’ve honestly been doing really well. So has my husband.

We both cried when we found out but since then, we’ve just both been ready to move on.

I see all these women who have such a horrific time dealing with this and it affects them so deeply, and I’m just not feeling that.

I have children, so it’s not like I don’t know a “Mother’s love” or whatever...

Maybe it’s because we never saw a baby on the ultrasounds? The sac was just totally empty every time we checked.

Now I’m cramping and bleeding and just...ready to be done with it.

What is wrong with me?

I feel like the worst person/mother...