WHY ME!??😡😡😡

My boyfriend is a bit older than me (he is 54 and I am 38) but his penis is big. Each time he rams it inside I feel it hitting the other side? It isn’t uncomfortable but I don’t feel it touch the walls? Is it possibly because the circumference and girth is quite small?? He’s blessed in length but not width hahaha

It really a upsets me because he starts crying and I think it’s because he’s to small and every session ends up in us in tears rocking back and forth with each other which is sweet but I told my mother about it and she wanted to see for herself but I didn’t understand

You see my mother is from a western country and I have only recently been able to communicate efficiently in English language.

Just wondering does any one else have similar issues to myself? It gets me down but I feel better once he gets it up hahaha🥰❤️❤️❤️