It HURTS 💔

It hurts to think that maybe you cant get pregnant. I honestly thought this was the month. I had a really good gut feeling and everything was pointing towards it. I wasnt so stressed this two week wait and just felt good. Yesterday 9dpo i started light brown spotting. Thought omg is this finallt coming true. Than all night i felt like my period was coming. 😩 today its just light dark red now and i just know im out. Im at work and i just fee like drowning in my own tears tbh. I went the the bathroom and started crying. 💔 wiped my tears and went back to work. I just dont get it. Why me? I hate this so much i swear. 😔