How do you get demons out of your mind...

I’m just kidding but you could consider this one human being a demon. He was my friend in high school who I didn’t like as a person romantically wise, but god I was attracted to him. Oh my god. He wasn’t a POS until after high school. If I had know he was the way he is, he wouldn’t have been my friend back then and thank god I never looked past the things I didn’t like and just dated him. I did have feelings for him, but I never let him have the chance because of my lists of reasons not to. Reasons like he smoked too much weed and started selling it and was mean to his mom. High school me was like “no thanks.”

He abusive to those he dates. I cut him off and wished him that how he treated people would come back to fucking haunt him. He’s been in and out of jail on domestic violence charges. He’s one of those guys that are extremely attractive. Women flock to him and you’d never know that he was like that.

Here’s where I get weird. I had a dream about him last night where the bad him didn’t exist and I didn’t have sex with him but I definitely snuggled up on him and I’ve been thinking about this Satan spawn all day. I’ve been remembering the way he smells 🤮send help I need holy water. I can’t get him out of my mind.