Rant.

I've been feeling down about my relationship especially last night when laying in bed with my man I was crying my eyes out and he fell asleep.. I just felt alone even tho I'm supposed to have him. I let him know today when he got home from work I needed to talk to him before I headed home.. I needed to spill my feelings. It hurt me because he was on xbox the whole time while I was talking to him.. He was giving me feedback but I feel like he should have paused the damn game for the this one times sake. I really want it work and I expressed how we need change. I want to make memories and do so much with him but I feel like I'm always on the back burner. He never wants to do anything. Tells me he's saving money but I always offer to pay.. Offer to even just go on a hike.. Anniversary dates don't even exist. Maybe I'm being to needy but I feel like he's not emotionally there or willing to even fight for me. We've only been dating 4 months I feel like this shouldn't be an issue. He tells me I care about 50% of everything and he cares about 25%. Its so hard because I love him but maybe its time to part ways