Update

So update: I told my boyfriend I faked an orgasm because I felt guilty as hell... well that didn't go well. We haven't had any sexual confrontation with each other in the past month, until today so hey that's awesome. Only thing is; the time I faked an orgasm I corrected him A LOT about what he was doing, so he was extremely butt hurt: "you had to correct me 5 times.. that's a lot,I counted it. And then you faked an orgasm." So, that's lovely. I'm scared to actually do anything again with him because I don't want to correct him and cause him to get all sad. I also really don't want to fake an orgasm anymore Im tired of it. I have a vibrator, that he does not know about. Because he's totally against vibrators. I'm just tired and would actually like to have an orgasm once. What do I do..?