☹️I’m sorry for the jealousy☹️

I’ve had 2 miscarriages since January this year,both at 6 weeks. My heart is so broken,I’m jealous of those who can get pregnant and actually get to meet their babies at the end. My 20 month old son has been the light of my life ever since he came into this world,but that doesn’t take away from anything. We are going to try one more time and if i miscarry again that will be the last of it. I don’t really know when’re I’m going with this but hopefully someone understands my pain ☹️