READY FOR THIS TO BE OVER

Let me start by saying I really do LOVE being pregnant. I love the way my body looks, I love feeling her roll around inside of me but other than that I am so ready for this to be over.

I ended up in the hospital again yesterday because I was bleeding. They monitored me for 6 hours and baby’s heart rate was fine and no contractions so thankfully I got to come home. On top of that, in my last ultrasound on Thursday they said she may possibly have a nuchal cord (cord wrappped around the neck). With ALL of that on top of already being on bedrest because of my cervix I am SO SCARED ALL THE TIME. I also started having really bad pelvic pain the last couple days. After laying in one position in the horrible labor and delivery bed yesterday for 6 hours (bc if I moved we lost her heart rate on the tracker) I could barely even walk when I got home.

I just want to hit 34-36 weeks and to be like “please take her out!”. I just want my baby here and healthy and I’m going to be scared every minute until she’s here.

I don’t want to have an only child but this pregnancy is not making me want to do this again. It’s terrifying, all of it. Ugh. Needed to vent!

Anyone else feeling this way?