I’m am so tired of being too broke to carry my weight I’m so tired that working 40 hours a week off 10.25 doesn’t even put a dent into how many bills I have to pay, I’m tired that I’m in debt literally because of someone else and I can’t figure out how to get out. I’m pregnant and angry and I can’t seem to catch a fucking break I feel like my life is a fucking joke, I’m literally driving and my brakes give tf out and I can’t stop, and you know what I still made it to work bc now I have to pay for broken brakes, now I have to walk home more than likely. I’m fat and ugly rn and I’m overly fucking depressed I’m too broke to eat so I eat maybe once a day, maybe more if I can find a friend that is t too busy, I hate my job, and everyone who ever did me wrong or who fucked up my life before I could, down to mfs not wanting to pay their side of the bills, leaving me with a sick dog that I also can’t fucking afford, is living their best life. HOW how does no one get held accountable for their actions how is no one else actually suffering not eating getting sick and fat bc of a baby that was a trap, and really out here living happily ever after LIKE TF DID I FUCKING DO I stg I made the best decisions out of all that I had and I worked so fucking hard to not be homeless I worked so hard to get my car I worked so fucking hard to become happy and it’s like all my effort is dumb. Someone else got me evicted from my place, my car literally broke down while driving, and truthfully if it still worked I would drive myself off a fucking bridge I’m so mad. I’m so tired. I’m so broken