Anxiety

I suffered a miscarriage in October 2018 which resulted in a D & C. I found out last Wednesday I am pregnant with our rainbow baby. I confirmed pregnancy by going into the office and had my OB intake yesterday. My next dr appt is on June 7th. I have anxiety ALL the time. I am so worried to lose this baby. Any words of encouragement or ways to reduce anxiety?

Back story: During my miscarriage I had a little brown spotting and that was it. I went in at 6 weeks 1 day and they did an ultrasound and baby had a strong heart beat. Fast forward 2 weeks. I felt like something wasn’t right. Went into the dr and they said everything was fine. I almost forced them to give me an ultrasound again. The ultrasound tech found out baby had died at 6 weeks 2 days and my body didn’t naturally have a miscarriage. I opted for the D & C because by that time baby’s heartbeat had stopped over 2 weeks before the ultrasound. How do I stop stressing and be happy with this angel baby? I’m afraid to get to excited because I’m afraid to lose it. Picture of my 3rd positive pregnancy test 😊