When’s my girl gonna look right?

This is weird to ask.. but I know after having a baby your girl (vagina) isn’t gonna look tumblr same right after.. I made a biggggg mistake and looked at her a week after bc I had no idea where i had stitches.. 🙄 stupid me looked I was horrified at what I saw😢.. now I’m 3 weeks pp and I looked again still not the same but getting there when is my gal gonna look close it almost the same to what she looked like before baby? I may be dumb at this all I’m a FTM.. so someone please tell me she’s gonna go back bc even tho my sec drive is killing me rn I don’t want my bf near anywhere down there bc she looks so bad.. and yes I call my vagina “she, gal, my girl”! Someone please say there’s hope 😭😭😭