Gain weightšŸ˜£

Have you ever experience that frustration to gain weight? Eating lots of carbs and meat but still not having that extra weight. And now, I'm very depress just by looking at myself in the mirror and knowing how slim and thin i am. I know i should love myself but sometimes it's hard because i want to change myself for the better.. šŸ˜¢ idk what to do šŸ˜¢