Questions about testing out trigger


Last year, we got a positive on the 2nd

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, but it ended in a miscarriage at 9 weeks. We have tried 2 more with my current cycle being the 5

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in total. This is the first time that I have tested the trigger out. I'm assuming that it was out this morning (8dpiui 10dpt). Is it supposed to go completely negative? Please share stories. I'm feeling defeated because we have been trying for 8 years 😥. Where were you in your cycle when you got your positive?