Am I more than pansexual?

So...I know that I can be pan and gender fluid, because I think I might be, I went through a period where I didn’t feel comfortable in my body and didn’t feel like a girl, I felt more like a boy and was comfortable that way. It went on for a while then I felt like a girl again and it kind of just went back and forth. I don’t know how to bring it up because I’m not entirely sure myself. Also..I definitely know that I’m attracted to all genders, but I mainly lean towards girls, I’ve never had a crush either. I kinda thought something was wrong with me, I thought I like this guy but it wasn’t anything, we’re just good friends. Could anyone help?? And my family knows I’m pan, but the rest of my family doesn’t..I wanna come out but they’re all Christians and I know they don’t agree so I’m scared of what the outcome will be. ( also I’m sorry if any of my wording offends anyone, I’m not trying to do that )