gender???

so a while ago i told close friends that i'm gender fluid

which seemed fitting at the time

but like now i'm just ???

like any fem pronouns im like šŸ¤®

i HATE being called a girl

it honestly feels so just

wrong

but also i know that i'm not

allllll the way a guy???

if that makes sense

my close friends call me milo and he/him

which seems right to me

but i'm not trans?

i don't think non-binary fits

but like

idk maybe???

i think gender is on a spectrum

and my gender just likes to fuck around and slide all around it

idk i'm just

looking for advice i guess

and my bf doesn't know this

cuz i wanna figure it out

before i tell him