Pregnant?

So today I woke up a little grumpy and on my way to work I would think all the negativities that I could think of regarding my pregnancy. According to Glow I’m 6 weeks and 1 day. It’s my second pregnancy, I had a miscarriage with my first at 7 weeks and I remember it felt awful, I would feel nauseous so bad to the point where I’d throw up almost 6 times a day. My apatite was completely gone and had so much trouble eating. At 6 weeks my doctor said that it turned out to be an ectopic pregnancy and that the baby couldn’t be formed. Thank God I had a natural miscarriage which means I didn’t need any surgery or so.

My point is, I feel nothing this time, it is nothing compared to how I felt the first time. Normally any smell would bother me or my breasts would feel sore and painful, but instead I am completely fine, and eating way too much than usual.

I know I’ve read that this could be normal, and that some women do go through their pregnancies without any symptoms, but this has me so worried.

I’ve been doubting since this morning, I would think that maybe it’s going nowhere good.

I’ve made an appointment with my doctor on Monday and I can no longer wait! It still seems so far!

Please help me not think of these things!!! 😭😭

I really can’t help it, I’m just really scared and want this to go well. 😣😣😣