I am so average. I literally never spend my money unless it's on bills and I spend almost 95% of my life in work clothes or something comfortable to bed. I'm by no means "unattractive" but I feel like watching TV or seeing youtubers or Instagram models always leaves me questioning my life! Like I'm sitting here thinking, "how the hell did they get there?" "Who did these people know?" "How can they afford all of that?"

I guess I'm honestly jealous. Not a hater, but I'm just so confused how they got there???

Also, these men on TV always make me compare my SO and I always have to just turn it off and come back to reality. Like when I see men on the bachelor meeting these gorgeous women I'm just blown away like "damn I could never be that" "how do men like that exist??"

I seriously love my man sooooooooooooooooo much and I am so content with my life but I am human and cant help but think about these things when these people live such a high life.

I'm done whining lol