Uggh just a rant

So l lost my job early on in my pregnancy & I haven't worked since because no one in my area wants to hire a pregnant woman...my boyfriend & I live with my parents & it just sucks not making my own money...I want to get my nails done and toes done and a hair cut and spoil myself a little but its hard to do when you have no money and my boyfriend already pays my phone bill and buys me food all the time so I hate asking him to pay for sruff.. Ugh it just sucks a lot and I'm really emotional at 31 weeks so I just had to vent