Too young to complain?????

So to start this story let me say that by no means am I desperate and I do not want any mean or hate comments please. I’m 2 months shy of turning 21 years of age and my relationship history is horrible. I never dated in high school, never dated in college. I just started dating two weeks before I turned 20. I was a virgin and had never had my first kiss. I have the worst luck with relationships. I’ve only ever dated two men and both relationships didn’t last longer than a month and a half. For whatever the reason, wether it be bad luck or something about me seeming off to guys, most of the time when I meet them and we initially start talking they ghost me and disappear. Well within the last 6 months my mom, sister, and both of my best friends have told me I’m not gonna meet a guy and I should just have kids via a sperm donor. ( I have had baby fever for the last year or so ). It really hurts my self esteem and makes me feel like I’m gonna end up alone for the rest of my life. Don’t get me wrong I want kids but not this way. But at the same time I’m terrible at meeting with and dating guys so they are just reinforcing my feeling of ending up alone. I’m so depressed and lost I don’t know what to do or say at this point. Help me please