Going back to work

I’m crying as I’m writing this. Every ounce of me hurts thinking about going back to work in 10 days. I don’t want to imagine not being around my son everyday. I know it’s going to be good for me to get back into a routine (and make money) but I just don’t know how I’m going to do it. Just venting I know there are others in the same boat 🚣‍♀️😭 It’s SO hard. I’m laying here holding my son on this lazy Friday morning realizing these days are coming to an end. I’m trying to stay positive knowing I’ll have weekends (and evenings) with him. But omg this is so hard. Wish I could stay home but we can’t afford it right now.