Flown to Vegas 😡😓

I had my little boy on 1st March making him 14 weeks today.

Before he was born my husband mentioned that he and a group of friends wanted to go to Vegas for their 30th birthday. I shrugged it off and didn’t take him seriously.

After my boy was born he told me it was booked and at the time I thought it’s fine as it’s only a few days. (He flew out yesterday and is back on Wednesday)

He flew out yesterday and honestly I feel heartbroken confused angry and emotional. I have a baby, Vegas is a place I’ve always wanted to go (we live in England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿) and just resentment for him.

I’m not looking for sympathy but I just feel so alone and it’s making me question if I hate my husband for doing this. Has anyone got any words of advice to help me get through this?