i miss my ex

i miss my ex boyfriend so much. we’re still in high school and stuff, he’ll be a senior and i’ll be a junior come september. there’s so much chemistry between us, along with memories and emotional connection. he was my “first” if y’all know what i mean.

he treated me like a princess. bought me anything i wanted, gave me all of his attention, helped me with my studies. and i reciprocated. however shy of a year into our relationship, things got sticky. we started to not spend as much time together and be more independent with our activities and growing up. bottom line is, he said some things that weren’t nice, and offensive to my family and a modeling gig i had. he’s since apologized and tried to make up for it, but my parents don’t think i should be with him.

it’s been over two months and he’s still all i think about. i don’t know what to do. i wanna do fun things with him in the future like prom, homecoming, winter formal, minithon, and more. i don’t know how to get my parents off my back, or if i should just let him go.

help?