I think I’m pregnant but I’m too nervous to test! Help!

I’m so sick of getting negatives so I’ve just stopped testing indefinitely until I decide otherwise. But I’m not due for my period for at least 5 days, but the past week I’ve been urinating like crazy, and have had seriously sore boobs. Then today I wake up with mild cramping and light spotting. Not a normal period at all, and my periods are usually pretty heavy and cloth the first two days. Should I test?! Ahhh!!!