The wait is killing me!! (Loooong post)

Okay so!!! I'm driving myself crazy for multiple reasons. 1 being that according to glow I'm 6w&3d which is awesome!!! I'm also feeling worried bcuz back in February I miscarried and if it was at about 7weeks. So of course every little thing I feel I'm like omg what is that? Is that supposed to be normal? Every time I go to the bathroom I'm praying theres no blood. As I'm deep in thought I'm like hmm am I feeling nauseous? Did I feel nauseous before. I tested twice. And I'm driving myself mad bcuz I already want to test a week from testing the first time. 2 I kinda haven't to told the hubby officially officially. I kinda just said hey, I might be prego again. And he said ok, just wait a month. I know when we miscarried it affected him too. So I think his way of protecting his heart is to not know if God forbid it were to happen again. So that's kinda killing me too. Not being able to talk about it with him. And third, with that being said obviously I haven't told anybody. So here I am to vent and be happy. And slightly paranoid but hopefully. If you made it all the way here. Thank you so much!💜🌈💜