So sad right now!

Literally crying my face off. Yesterday I posted that he had an amazing nap in his new magic suit.. 2.5 hours to be exact. I really had my hopes up that during just ONE nap a day I'd be able to catch up on sleep, workout, shower, clean etc. Today he's back to 30 min naps, so I guess that free time is gone again. And I'm barely getting enough sleep at night as it is. So I'm just feeling down today. Getting him down for 7 naps a day seems excessive and it's so exhausting when he's fussy and fights every single nap unless we go for a walk and he's in the stroller. Every day is the same thing over and over. He eats, is happy for maybe 45 minutes then he is so cranky and miserable and needs sleep but will only sleep 30 minutes. I feel like the newborn stage will never end. I have no free time. My husband is useless on weekends since he won't change or feed him. I have dealt with this for 3 months thinking he would grow out of it but it hasn't and I'm getting worried. If anything he slept more as a newborn 🙄